IM BACK, LETS DO THIS.

listening to vancouver beatdown by zomboy.

    So lets see, lots of shit happened since i dont know when. Got into the whole bmx era awhile back. Been wanting to own a bmx since i was wee big. Now that i have one i mean a friend is lending to one to me, but yeah i get to ride dangerously around dangerous roads on the Penang island. And it feels awesome. Well now im finally in college thanks to Eric Shaun Seaton(great friend him) since im giving credits ill probably should give credit also to Zul Khairi aka "corie" for lending me his bike haha. Well college life, here i go. At first there was discomfort, been away from school life so long i forgot how it felt. Not that i liked the school life anyhow, some of the teachers probably still have grudges against me as i have grudges against them. Lets not get into that.

  College was awkward, most of the kids are not from my era and dont share a similiar taste as i do, bunch of koreans haha, not that its bad or anything just not my cup of tea. Do like that TOP guy though, guy has some mad swags. But there were some friends which i could relate to, wouldnt name any but im glad their there and i can hang out with. Comparing school teachers and college lecturers( i dont now why their called lecturers considering they also teach.) their quite similar i guess, some in high school were okay some were bad same as college. But at least college lecturer give a damn except for one, mr chin "if you dont know i dont how to help you already you figure it out by yourselves" charming lecturer.

   Other then that i work at a burger stall part time from 5 till roughly 12.30. Which is killer. but i need the money so gotta do what i gotta do.

Zomboy Deadweight EP done.

KITE FLYING IN BAKAU STREET

As usual every saturday or sunday i would go and jog at a mini park in bakau street opposing the penang bridge, this time it was very windy and cloudy being the rainy season and all, what made my day was seeing people taking this advantage to play with kites, but in malaysia people have their own way of kite flying, KITE BATTLES. and the people playing the kites were all grown man off all races,mostly uncles just having a jolly good time, but to explain why its a battle is that their not just holding a string a just waving their kites, they would battle other kites to try and get a takedown, how they do it is by rubbing their strings on the opponents string and create some sort of friction to it i suppose until it gets cut. As you can see i uploaded three different photos, two fields and a river, its because in one field they would be playing the kites and across the river people of all races young and old would be waiting for the kite to come flying to them, and thats where the real battle begins, people would be running knocking the younger kids down jumping up high to get the kite first, and once they get the kite they would go home and tie up a new string and fly the next day all over again, its fun seeing the young and old running laughing and falling down by not seeing the ground while their looking up in the air at the kites. but before i witness people playing in the city not looking at traffic and riding their bikes fast and not looking at the road properly and jumping into other people property just to get the kite, seeing people playing in this sort or area is a relief for me and i give credit to the penang municipal council for coming up with a place like this in a packed town, this small park is also new and theres still development going on such as apartments and shops, soon i would think this place would be packed with people young and old having a good time being in a safe atmosphere, only one bad thing about it though is the the motocyclist riding on the supposedly only bicycle and running track, it leaves tire marks on the ground and is dangerous for the people walking and cycling on the walkaway,hope the council would disallow it by giving more harsh punishments and preventing it by building more trees and blocks to prevent bikes in the walkaway. Heres some photos of malaysian kites. :D

considering the street in front my house keeps buzzing with sirens day in day out, you gotta know thats the city life, the capital of civilization, where people most likely breed the most until civilization itself crumbles from being not able to catch on to others. thats what im afraid the most.BEING LEFT BEHIND. well i got a choice to move forward in the world which is to continue studying but considering how lazy i am i can only prepare for the worst if i get in a good college,being a failure. theres not much that im interested in studying except english and to become a teacher but what if i end up not suitable or like  to teach. like my mother she was a real teacher,kind,warmhearted,intelligent and her students loved her. me  im just some loser who hangs at home all day long stalking other people on the internet. what can i do in life which really suits me,probably some messed up things and stuff that doesnt get much respect, but hey god has his plans, i dont whats gonna happen to me, nothing really which had impact has happened in my life but i cant wait for ever either. i wish i had a clue on what to do but that too is my fault for not trying enough to find means. what can i say life hasnt really clicked to me i suppose. feeling safe in my comfort zone not really wanting to do anything. why should life throw me a bone, this is worst too for feeling sorry for myself. maybe im just wishing on a miracle to happen to me but miracle happens to people who deserve it i suppose, this is beginning to become pathetic so im just gonna stop here, havent blogged in a long time,just really thought i gave it a shot to express you know,maybe somebody who reads this got the answer for me. but heres to wishing that comes true.:D

TIME OUT

WHAT YOU DO WHEN YOUR LOST IN PARADISE

listening to the waves.

 its been over 5 years that ive been in penang,enough time to know everything about a small island. but its not easy being in all the great places on this island for everyone is busy with their own daily routine including my own. Today i went jogging by the pier and watched the beautiful sunrise over the mountains  on the mainland and had a great time feeling the breeze of cold air to our hot and sweaty body. Im now sitting at the sea front of one of the most popular places in penang,gurney drive. although the afternoon traffic jam spoils it. well ive taken some time for my christmas  holidays to explore the natural beauties of this island and am so far satisfied. some photos i took this morning are in this linkhttp://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2548147216223.2118115.1030105839&type=1